Confession

[Guest]

Amity walked through the building with a thought on her mind. Lately she felt conflicted; in thought. What was irking the young warrior? She couldn't be sure. Her hand rested on the holster of her gun as she walked by people without a second glance. It seemed all that was ever on her mind was him. She couldn't push the thoughts away and in fact she didn't want to. This man was someone she felt an odd attachment to. Was this.. What WAS this? It had been months now that they were dating and Amity still felt just as dizzy as their first official unofficial date. This man was oddly affecting her judgement or so she kind of thought. In actuality she had never been happier. Well at least not since her uncle passed on. This man accepted her for who she was with the flaws and she couldn't help but smile every time she saw him even if she would feel almost sweaty at times. Indeed she felt uncomfortable.

Above in the sky it waxed and waned, that moon, beneath the clouds above. A bitter cold floating in the citadel. The most nocturnal of officers were up and wandering around and yet Amity just couldn't sleep. Dressed in her night clothes, she looked a bit different than usual. Her slacks a white and blue striped with ties upon the waistline. Her top was a long sleeved shirt with two pockets at the sides. Buttoned from bottom to top, her collar folded down with the same pattern of light blue and white colors. A sort of flannel fabric about it while her feet were barefoot. The long blonde hairs of hers cascaded down to her waist in their usual wavy sort of curls almost. The movements of the color would be in tune of each of the steps she took. What was she doing up so late? She just.. couldn't sleep. Her mind was too wild.

[Murazar Dauthi]

Murazar was wandering the halls in the late night of the pitch black Ebon Citadel. His mind was focused purely on Amity. The one person he felt he could not live without and distracted him constantly even if she was not there at all whatsoever! His thoughts were both irritated and filled with love, lust punctuated them infrequently with past and future thoughts on what to do with her. He finally decided to just go see if she was up in the night. If not, then he’d just sneak into her bed without her knowing. Be a fun trick right?

As he checked her door and noticed it was locked he frowned before silently grinning. He put his hand on the hand detection pass box before the door silently slid open. He walked in, silent as a shadow and calm as a ghost. The door shut silently behind him, he scanned the office before quietly moving to her bedroom. He frowned, where could she...? Aha! He spoke aloud to the automated map system.”Physical position of Amity. Standard Bearer.” He squinted a moment as he searched the map. A small dot showed up. Ah he knew where she was headed with a approximate future path.

He quickly headed to an elevator that she would be walking past as soon as he arrived and the doors opened. Once he arrived on the floor he slouched and walked just down the hallway before wrapping one of his arms around hers as he walked side-by-side with her in stride. His night attire was quite a bit different. He wore only small sandals, some kind of shorts and a buttoned and collared t-shirt. The t-shirt was unbuttoned all the way as he smiled to her he asked with the butterflies in his stomach threatening to steal his words,”Where you heading, honeybun?”

[Guest]

Her walking was in a zoned state of mind. Slowly, step after step she found herself walking towards somewhere, but where she did not know. Of course there were plenty of places she could have been headed, but in all honesty she had no real destination. In actuality she was just trying to escape her thoughts and worries; to be in a place where she wasn't in a river she wasn't familiar with and yet.. she wanted to be there with him. He excited her and simply made her feel overall happy with him. There was a comfort that only he could provide to her. A drug he provided by his simple presence. Speaking of which, she could hear foot steps.

As soon as they hit her ears, Amity's head snapped towards them to find her lover there. It was him, speak of the devil was the term to be thought of. She couldn't help but smile at him as his arm caught hers and kept her close, that sort of mischievous look upon him. How cute! A slight red formed on her face as usual and instinctively she would lean into him and kiss his cheek. "'Ello, dear." She'd state in a fluttery tone, her eyes closed a moment before they reopened to greet them. "I ain't got nowhere t'go.. wha 'bout you? Where ya headed, hunny?"

[Murazar Dauthi]

He smiled to her as she saw him approach and kept close to her body with their arms intertwined. He kissed her cheek in turn as she kissed his, his face flushing just slightly in response to hers, god she made him like this. Few had ever gotten even an iota close to this kind of grace. He replied answering her question with words and a mysterious smile.” Just looking for you, I couldn’t sleep so I thought to sneak into your bed and surprise you in the morning.”

He tapped her nose lightly with his free hands index finger in a playful manner.”You weren’t there so I had to hunt for you, my little doe.” If one didn’t know better they’d say he had amazing skills as a hunter. Most in the Ebon Citadel would beg to differ and say that he simply implemented a good system that was easily navigated. At least by those with access, few other than him did. He asked her with a quizzical smile,”Couldn’t sleep either could you?”

[Guest]

His words and voice as usual were comforting. A safety net around her that kept her close to him. He was so sweet, so amazing to her. She never even thought of other men the way she thought of him and she never planned to think of others in such a way. He was really the only one she wanted anything to do with. His body heat near her was reassuring in ways only some people could imagine of. The way she felt.. was this.. love? She had been wondering for a long while now. After all, she hadn't felt such an emotion in a long time and never in this sort of magnitude. Whenever around him she felt simply dizzy and in her heart it was almost as if she could never be with anyone else. Was that honestly the way she thought? It was quite the possibility but was it logical?

Her thoughts buried her away from his actions until a pressure on her nose brought her back. The crimson orbs blinking away the haze and worry then replacing it with a sort of happiness. Indeed, he had tracked her down from her room to where she had been, but with Mura it was no surprise. Perhaps she had a tracking device on her.. possible, very possible. A soft smile pulled upon her lips as she twitched her nose and gave a devious grin within her eyes. A brief wink at the man would make her lean in towards him and arch a smirking brow. "Now ya stalkin' me?" Of course she was teasing him, but it was in a caring and affectionate way.

His sentence made her eyes dip and a distant look cover her eyes. "Yeh. I.. jus' have a lot on m'mind. Can' sleep. So, I took a stroll." She'd shrug her shoulders. Moving a bit, she would lean in some towards him, closing her eyes as she rested her head on his shoulder. In her night gown she looked nothing like the wild girl she usually looked as. Instead she looked like an average domestic girl, just with red eyes that tore into souls and a friendly demeanor. A sort of happy and friendly glow about her that was dimmed by her confusion of that night. "Wha' 'bout you?"

[Murazar Dauthi]

This woman of his made his heart beat as if he was running, made his stomach swirl as if it had a cat pawing at it from the inside playfully and made him smile even when he meant to be serious. Her warmth, smiles and sexy cowgirl voice only enhanced the moment beyond the stars. He wanted to just snuggle with her in bed while talking to her in a playful tone. The woman was probably the only one that had ever done this to him. Not even Reila had commanded this kind of feeling upon him. He had no idea what love was until he met this woman.

His breath held a moment before releasing as she flirted and teased him, he decided she deserved a tease right back! ”Always, darling. If I didn’t stalk you, how would I know you’re alright?” His hands wrapped around her waist to pull her close to him. Body against body. He smiled with a hint of mischevious nature to it. Who knew what his thoughts were like, they were both jumbled about and yet in a straight line. If that made any sense whatsoever. He spoke again as her eyes dipped and a distant stare overcame her eyes. It made him frown and creased his brow in a kind of worry. Was she ok? What was happening? Did she need help? Many thoughts quickly crossed his mind in a haphazard pattern. They all had in common one thing, caring for her.

”Looking for you darling. Was gonna surprise you, but when you weren’t anywhere I expected I got worried. I thought a grumpkin might’ve snatched you. They love beautiful ladies. Expecially those with sexy accents.” His teasing might’ve been evident, along with the multiple compliments. One thing that did stick out if you looked into it was the plain worry. Who was he to even so much as worry over anything in life? Anyone who even knew of him, knew that he never worried and only focused on what could be done.

[Guest]

His body pulled her close. The heat and comfort of his body pressed to hers. She could feel the heat from his mostly bare chest. Her lips pressed gently to his neck while the scent of his presence permeated around her. How she loved it all. His whole just being there made her feel sky high. Her eyes closed to enjoy being so close. Moving her arms, they wrapped in a way that locked her elbows under his arms and her hands upon his back. She would sigh contently and smile as his heartbeat could be felt. What was this feeling? What was making her feel almost dizzy with delight?

"Mur'zar.. I need to.. I feel so..." Her words were disoriented and Amity made a soft grunt of displeasure as she tried to figure out how to speak. It seemed her mind was boggled and hazed. Anything she had thought once was a foreign language in her head. The thoughts bouncing around wildly like a light on mirrors. How was she going to tell him? What was it that she even needed to say?

His eyes were filled with worry and Amity felt guilty. He was concerned about her and yet she couldn't convey her thoughts. Yet her face reddened as she would try to remember the words. When was the last time she'd even thought them? If her recollection was right, it was when her uncle passed away, those years ago. There had been no others in between and now it was rough.

Her mind screamed at her and as she gazed at his eyes. Those orbs absorbing her to his soul. Her crimson orbs matching the color of her irises. "I.. Mur'zar.." Why was it so hard to simply let him know? Perhaps her personality was blocking it from her. After all, Amity wasn't one to let others know how she was. Slowly, she moved her head forward to kiss him tenderly. Affection pouring into it as she held her breath a moment until she broke the kiss.

Moving her forehead to rest upon his chin, she took a deep breath. Courage. This took so much from her. So much effort. Her eyes sincere and not playful when they came up to his. For her it was now or never. "I-I love you.." She would state in a shy shaky whisper. As soon as she let them out it seemed the growing tension and worry in her chest had simply leaked out.

[Murazar Dauthi]

As she pulled into him closer his eyes widened. Had he done something wrong or right? Was it what he said or did? He was on the fence and decided to wait and hear her out to see which side he fell over on. Best to play this careful, he did not want to lose her and had no idea what he was walking into beforehand other than it was important enough to lose sleep over. His heart pounded slightly faster than normal as if preparing for an adreneline rush that was about to hit.

His heart quivered at her saying his name and his mind scattered and wondered and worried about how she seemed to be displeased with herself over trying to say something. Her confused? That was rare in some cases, most of the time she was so sure of herself. At least when it did not concern him at all. If it did she seemed to be clueless and shy. Must be about me or something pertaining to me then. GAH! His curiosity was ebbing at his mind and he wanted to know what she was trying to find words for.

Her beautiful crimson eyes staring into his cerulean colored ones made his heart skip a beat as she said his name as well. He could not seem to break the gaze from her eyes, as if he was hypnotized by her very nature. His curiosity was tearing him a part, brick by brick of his mind and soul. He wanted to know what she was going to say! Then that oh so tender kiss of affection and pure love made him kiss back in the same way, his eyes closed momentarily as they reopened when she pulled back softly.

He stood dumbstruck, his face one of pure awe. No surprise or shock, just awe. It took her that much effort to say those words. He whispered back to her, it took a few moments of visible willpower to say the words back to her. It was obvious that it wasn’t hesitation, just overcoming the awe of what she just said to return it. ”I love you, my gorgeous cowgirl.” As he said those words he picked her up completely and held her close to him. He put on a dashing smile as he held her.

[Guest]

A wave of relief flooded over her as he replied in such a caring voice. Words returned onto her that made her shiver. A warmth that made her shiver. She felt fulfilled, the confusion flooding out of her body. Everything was perfect with the world. Her heart was pounding heavily as the words still buzzed in her head. How could she just feel so happy? It was remarkable. A movement so swift and she pressed her lips to his again. A shot of pure heat running and coursing through her skin. A moment of complete euphoria that burnt in her ears and soon to her toes.

His body held hers close; her head soon pulled away and rested in his shoulder. Her eyes closed while the feel of his lips still tingled on hers. How she adored these moments. As if her heart had been worn on her shoulder. Everything was just in place now. the conflicting problems, the worries.. it was all gone now. She was glad, he had accepted her feelings. In fact he had returned them with that beautiful voice of hers. How she couldn't even remember life without him.

(sorry kinda short)

[Murazar Dauthi]

Murazar smiled as he held onto her, onto his life and joy. He smiled wildly as he held her tight and smelled the scent on her hair and body. The tone and accent of her voice rang about his head like beautiful music. His mind soared like an eagle among the skies when he was with her. His gut churning with hot boiling emotions that were conflicting and yet wonderful.

He just held onto her as if she was the last thing he had left in the living world. He spoke softly in her ear,"So, we gonna stand around the hallways all night or do I need to carry you to your bed?" He had no problem of anyone seeing them together or caring about their opinions other than for their safety.

[Guest]

Amity had red cheeks. The heat created from being held so close and tight gave her such an excited feeling in her body. She couldn't be happier. In the arms of the one she loved, she had no worries and he accepted her feelings. She did love him, in a way that she could spend forever in a moment like this. With her eyes closed, she would almost purr to press her nose in his neck. His scent, his smile, he was her everything. Well at least lately that was how she felt. Such a.. girl. Was it right for this once tomboy to feel so attached to a man who was so mysterious at times? She couldn't be sure. Her heart felt at ease though.

He spoke to her and she would laugh softly. Those red orbs moved to look away. Oh the choices.. she could just have him carry her. That wasn't fun though, so instead, she gave him a playful grin and moved a hand to lock with his. The fingers lacing and her body moving. Her body rotating and giving him a wink. The length of her hair would splay in a delay to follow her. Her happiness was nearly tangible. "Let's head to bed, shall we?" A healthy always about her.

[Csilla Angelis]

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