Vain!

[Guest]

June 10th, 2011

Dear Diary,

Wow! It has been a while since I've actually written in one, way before my time as Vanity. I remember I use to write letters all the time, every night before I would lay my head down to sleep I would write out my thoughts and feelings for that day. I can not lie, I'm in a lot of pain right now. I feel so lost and confused, but I suppose that comes with a price of making enemies. I hate that night. I hate that night that HE created me into this being, this beautiful being. Why do I have to have the best hair, the best lips, the best eyes, the best everything? I don't want it... but I do. I want power and lots of it! I want to be in control, I want people to gleam after me... I deserve it, after all, I'm VANITY!

The other homunculi are pitiful creatures, well some but not all. They all gathered together and are supporting all those humans. I understand that they have feelings but why? Why can't they just do what father created them to do? We should be ruling the cities, armies, everything! People should be begging at our feet for grace and mercy!

I hate this. I'm alone. Greed is busy and not with me. The rest hate me, but someday they'll see who I am. They'll regret abandoning me.

I'll write more soon.

xoxo,

Alena

[Guest]

Dear Diary,

I feel likes I've abandoned you. You jus sit here on my desk covered with dust, when I really should be writing to you everyday all day.

If I'm going to be honest, I need to say that it's hard to be perfect. I hate what I see when I look into the mirror, it's a beautiful creature but deadly. My touch kills, my lips seduce, and my goal in life is selfish.

I have power now, I'm the Queen Bitch of Drachma, yet so many people see me as a puppet. If they only know the truth, maybe I'd be more respected. I've worked hard to where I'm at today, and I'm not about to lose it.

One last thing, I wish my siblings would step up and take charge like me. I don't understand how they can have the seed of Father living inside of them, yet they act all mushy mushy with these pathetic mortals that want world peace, love, and happiness. It's not a reality, and these homunculi need to get there act together. Seriously? Pride, be prideful for once and take charge. You're the leader of us all, but you're too scared to take chances. Wrath, I love you, but you have so much power inside of you. Look the previous chain of wraths, come on now! Sloth, I won't even go there. Such a WASTE of air and a philosopher stone. Greed, well at least you fit your description. You're a greedy bastard that I love, and you do you're own thing. Every Greed has, so I guess you're an exception. Gluttony, come on now. Really? I can't even begin to say how disappointed I am in you.

Envy and Lust, good job, I actually can sense you all know who your creator is.

XoXo

Vanity